♥june愛死你.

It's complicated, but it doesn't have to be. How does she know you love her?

2012-01-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

i know this is like ridiculous. but I REALLY WANT THIS HELLO KITTY FRIDGE!

just a fool out of love.

2012-01-02T03:56:00.002+08:00

spending my first night of the year, crying to drama, and listening to the subtle sounds of anabelle and sarah sleeping. what more can i ask for?

common sense is not common

2012-01-01T06:23:00.002+08:00

it has actually been quite an awesome year. i won the valentine's package earlier in the year. and right at the end of the year i won a xmas giveaway. i even spent xmas with anabelle. if i were to list all awesome thing that happened.. there wasn't any/much. i didn't win toto, not even a few bucks. how to afford to buy a life? D:

first day of the year. tio forced to go nex. bought food with my own fucking money when i don't even have money. and kept half for supper, but brother came home and stole my food. quarreled and he stopped eating and i immediately went to finish my food even though i wasn't hungry at all. only cos i didn't want to waste my money by letting someone else steal my food.

YOU PEOPLE WITH MONEY WILL NOT UNDERSTAND MY PAIN.

and stop asking me why i stay home all the time, it's cos i find spending money on transport a waste ._.

Eileen Foo from NYP Nursing batch '08 owes me money but doesn't wish to return. i only wish for karma to slap her in the face. i'll be satisfied even if it was a literal slap. :/ i so easy to please hor. isn't it like some chinese superstitions that one should return everything before it becomes a new year. =.=

New Year Resolution (I've no idea if i actually did this last year)
1) Stop caring for people who doesn't care for me.
2) Reach a healthy BMI (Asians range 18 - 23(?) )
3) Eat 3 meals or more in a day.
4) Get a job.
5) Stop cursing (confirm FAIL lol)
6) Get rid of all the acne and scars on my face.
7) Heal my hair so it doesn't look like a forest of pubic hair.

this shouldn't be part of my resolution, but i want a baby. but i don't want it to be "anak luah nikah"("not married kind"). i guess i need someone nice, someone totally different from all my ex. someone who can tolerate me(i know D: macam not possible) and someone i can tolerate. i.. need to do something about my fetishes ;-;

no, it won't. it won't be alright. i've been a fool to believe

2011-12-26T00:10:00.006+08:00

i'm playing another loser no life game. ^^
major awesome cookies.
making my table.
major kawaii picture of the baby.

i super love this picture of amber ahs.
she loves my new table. ^^
i helped sis decorate her wall also :D
HUGE ASS COOKIE.

to love and to be loved.

2011-12-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

2011-12-25T15:54:00.001+08:00

Reasons why I'll never get married. (Aside from the fact that no one wants to marry me) I want my honeymoon to be in Maldives. Confirm super romantic ah. ._.

2011-12-17T01:31:00.002+08:00

I don't get it. My room is WAYYY too small. I got no idea how to fit everything in my room. I need my shelvings, wardrobe, bed, dressing table, tv, ambers litter area. First thing first. I should keep the mahjong table elsewhere. ._. It's taking up too mach space. All this trouble just so I can get my tv on my wall. ^^

Should I make ambers potty area smaller? ._. (why is it in my room? Cos it's MY cat. That's why.)

First world problem. Wall is not big enough for the tv.

clearly not in order.

2011-12-16T01:11:00.006+08:00

look mummy. i'm so skinny.
in the jungle
the mighty jungle.
REMOVE ALL THIS FROM MY SIGHT AT ONCE!

daddeh bought me this 2 shoes. :D totally made my day
this is RM 69
and this is RM 45. both so cheap please ._.

i don't care if you don't like it ._. i like can ler. don't tell me if you don't think it's nice. D: i had to convince him for a long time to get it for me.
baby looking shocked. lol.

when i do something rashly, it usually has a wonderful outcome.

2011-12-13T12:57:00.000+08:00

How dare you live without me.

2011-12-06T02:31:00.001+08:00

2011-12-01T18:09:00.000+08:00

Even numerology knows we're not meant to be.

2011-11-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

stolen from Kaykay's blog.

"If you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous
on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You
always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most
likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are
likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most
likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a
spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you
will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of
the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in
your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &
your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a
pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match
would be with 3, 5 and 7.

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It’s not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won’t be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5.

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in
life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other
people’s problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you
are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too
much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and
get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You
love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family
and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live
with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be
careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And
beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a
hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7.

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your
enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will
be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will
always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help
your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down
you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships – even if you are
married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with
anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You
learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good
match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss… You were born to enjoy! You don’t care about others. I mean you
always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either
education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your
mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But
if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships
until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged
early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person
of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and
after all you can heal this world’s wounds to make peace for everyone because
you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step
further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5.

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,
singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value
your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces
lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have
everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you
might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone’s joy. Your
best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4.

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand
you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the
one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who
will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very
reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and
always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often
late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems
such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your
Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5.

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will
think it’s still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will
have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very
naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been
involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when
you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho
type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or
banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but
you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are
humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve
targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model
for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2."

#foreveralone

2011-11-27T02:21:00.001+08:00

could it be worse?

2011-11-12T02:31:00.001+08:00

lights will guide you home and ignite your bones. i will try to fix you.

2

This is the mediator and peace-lover. The number two indicates the desire for harmony. It is a gentle, considerate, and sensitive vibration. Ruled by the Moon.

Keywords: diplomatic, warm, peaceful, sensitive. If expressed negatively: too dependent, manipulative, passive-aggressive.

As lovers: Number Twos will bend over backwards to keep a relationship running smoothly. They offer emotional security to their lovers. The number two is associated with the Moon and, since the Moon rules Cancer in astrology, is similar to the Cancer vibration.

- From therealericlim.blogspot.com

pictures from 1st nov till 10th nov.

2011-11-10T00:00:00.018+08:00

baby took a bath.
baby aris love boobs.
baby taking care of baby aris kaylen.
omw to sch to collect cert.
my friend insisted i should have a pic taken from the bottom ._. so ugly ahs.

shaqillah insisted that center parting is the way to go and she forced me to try.

Baby Aris : why you force me to burp? D:

lick* if you kiss his lips, he will attempt to french kiss you. lmfao.

I LOVE BEEF. COW. MOOOOOOO.
baby chopper. :D both sis got one also. but diff types, but still chopper :D
sooooo, look like minah? :D

lol. epic fail ._.

to sandra's place for baby, steak and kitties.
meet alex.

his older brother, jordan.
jordan called me fat and ugly. :/ i hate kids, but it's reality lah. sigh, what to do. *wrists* but i like alex, cos he can only say mama, mum mum, korkor, piper(diaper).
this was taken by them O_O i'm impressed that they actually got me in the pic. cos both of them were literally mass tapping my phone. /rape.
om nom nom nom

Seafood Salad (baby tako)

Tenderloin Steak. it.. was.. awkward. cos half was medium well, the other half was medium rare -_-
grumpy face. SSHO CUTE PL0X

kyaaaaaa

tigger! i wanna introduce him to amber. be piak piak buddies. lol.
and through the fence to see the other kitties.
sweetpea, she's queen. can't touch her. :/ so fierce
i think this cat is new :/ iono who it is.
zoe. :D

i forgot to take a pic of hammie D: cos he emo and entered the room.
alex after a bath :D

babe magnet :D

i've rewatched leverage season 1 to 3.

and also rewatched mentalist season 3.

should i go back to anime? ._.

no i am not gonna watch hawaii five o. the girl so ugly -_- wtf? she korean leh. GO BE A TRUE BLUE KOREAN AND GO FOR FREAKING PLASTIC SURGERY SO EVERYONE LOOKS THE SAME AND NO ONE CAN TELL YOU PEOPLE APART. at least not ugly lah ._.

yah, i ugly. big deal. DO I APPEAR ON YOUR HD TV? people who appear on tv should look good. they put ugly people on tv, and they complain everyone has myopia. =_=

maybe i'm no longer myself

2011-11-01T04:31:00.004+08:00

I WANT THIS. anyone who knows where to get it from, please tell me. thanks. :D even better, help be buy one of each flavor. :3
supper ^^

so anyway, first i decided to clean my bed, now it's awesome, but still no bedsheets. cos i can't find my bedsheets. and i cleaned my wardrobe. by clean, i mean organizing. ._. so i cleaned my undies section first. and i've always complained about how i'm not enough undies.
lol. someone should slap me lah. and btw, thats not all of it -_________-
this is the before, DON'T JUDGE ME D:
and after. i realize i don't have enough hangers. and if i did have enough hangers, i don't have enough space in the wardrobe. fucking small shit -_-

now i'm rewatching The Mentalist season 3 cos i forgot which episode i stopped at. and i already watched season 4 up to episode 5. lol. he so hot. everyone should watch it.

and now i'm thinking, maybe i should read a book. maybe this is the real me, maybe i'm a freak. but i've always detest it.

2011-10-29T05:47:00.002+08:00

everyone is trying their luck with the McDonald's Monopoly thingy. Can click here to find out more about it. apparently already got winner for the $80,000. major tyco ttm eh. grats to him. hahaha. can go to the site to see whats left to win. i have yet to claim my mcflurry :/ LOL. x.x i find my wins highly lame.

CLICK HERE FOR THE MC MONOPOLY SITE

2011-10-29T02:21:00.000+08:00

lol. they still look so awkward then. 3-4 years ago? :D

2011-10-28T02:42:00.001+08:00

"But really, in the first place, I never wanted any of this. He proposed something and all I did was trust. I guess that was my downfall." -Samaria

no, i don't believe you when you said you'll always be there for me.

2011-10-27T03:04:00.005+08:00

my mum keeps telling me "PENYAKIT!" and my sister keeps saying "NAJIS!". 'disease' and 'germs' respectively.

i get it. i'll die soon. be nicer a bit can or not D:

Follow me on twitter @junehime (click)

Do you feel me? Do you feel what i feel too?

2011-10-27T01:44:00.002+08:00

have been living on $7. leaving house is for people with money. D: i don't even have enough to top up my card lah. so don't go all "it's okay, we meet den don't spend lor" PAY FOR MY TRANSPORT LAH. -_- yes, i'm just pissy. pms. POST.

i shall watch kampfer cos my friend recommended me.

"i think i'm ugly and nobody wants to love me. just like her i wanna be pretty. i wanna be pretty." i just wanna be skinny. but it's true, nobody wants to love me.

i know this is highly awkward for me to post something korean. -_- BEAR WITH IT.

2011-10-23T22:22:00.016+08:00

finally sync-ed my phone. so i have no idea all is from when de. ^^
teehee. short-term girlfriend.
rushing to meet glor for mani+pedi. but i wore shoes. lol. like a dumb :D

meet her and get fuck loads of goodies. love you ttm! :D

we got the same color! ^^

ai si ni lahs~

french mani! :D
cos i am no longer a nurse, i can paint my nails. so i am making full use of it. lol
baby looking at me!
baby stoned looking at you
baby diao you and look at me again
baby unhappy. LOL. THE FACE SO CUTE PLEASE!
'i is so innocent'

stupid jawbreaker gave me a sorethroat D:

L. J. Tan's uni. lOL.
and his epic hp.

awww. porcelain doll.
NEKO! look so skinny. IT'S A LIE!

sarah got chicken cos she can't eat beef D:

so shioks lah!

i seduced her to let me go to her place. :D hahahaa

i like this pic!

and force her to make my nails. ^^
super like this color
nice right!

sankiu sarah!
so i helped her make he nails :D even gave her a heart. teehee.

my friend's helmet! COOL OR WHAT?!?! lol

i love sarah's eyeliner ahs. easy to draw lehs.

"I LICK YOU"

add me on coode camera. lol. all those with excessive things are those on coode camera. ^^

YUMS
lol. suay or what. is it ios5 prob?

2011-10-22T03:12:00.001+08:00

i know i'm lame. just started this. and after getting the bf, i realized, my quest needs me to 'confess' and 'flirt' and what not. so i flirted with everyone else. :D hahahaha. so fun and ridiculous please! why i cannot call the sims over to my place D: emo max.

"Happiness"

2011-10-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

i wonder what the fuck happened to me.

2011-10-19T03:39:00.001+08:00

i lost all my otaku links cos i decided to stop watching/reading when i was in nursing. me and my stupid idea to get a life. GOT ME NO WHERE

2011-10-18T03:51:00.003+08:00

should have just stayed anti. and now i would only have 1 ex, and he is probably bi-confuse right now.

Omedetou!
Ima kara kimi My, my, my "O-ta-ka-ra"
tokubetsu nanda dou nattemo
gyu! to ne gyu! to ne hanasanai

teehee

2011-10-17T02:14:00.000+08:00

OH FML.

2011-10-16T04:10:00.001+08:00

not happy, say. dunno why you have to keep it until the following day and use your father's acc to talk crap on my wall.

2011-10-12T02:30:00.010+08:00

HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO!

some people are just way too thick skinned -_- like both my statuses were not about them, but obviously 'he who did wrong, will feel the guilt'.

Yes, this is most definitely cyber bullying. and i fell victim. I've deleted, blocked and reported the account ._.
I'm sure they posted here cos they thought i was referring to them at the "Bad Parenting" part. i don't see how anything else in it concerns them
i even ended it nicely leh. den they commented on another status. D:
and scold vulgar on my wall. UNHAPPY TTM.

no, i am not gonna translate the rest. i can barely understand it. please understand my pain

it's not singapore malay, it's malaysia malay. that's why it's hard to read. bare with it. lol, it was amusing when i was reading it cos i couldn't understand and i got a few people to try and translate it for me :/ but i got SO ANNOYED BY IT. D:

it was on 11 October 2011, at about 0030hr

i'm keeping record in case they kp me, i can use this as backup D:

2011-10-12T02:30:00.001+08:00

true love is only for the skinny and beautiful.

2011-10-10T21:56:00.002+08:00

Friends With Benefits

2011-10-05T02:11:00.000+08:00

Help me find one.

she killed me

2011-10-01T00:54:00.003+08:00

your affair killed me..

Find me in the dark
I'll be in the stars
Find me in your heart
I'm in need of your love

you broke all your promises.

2011-09-26T03:45:00.004+08:00

"Boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch"

it's tiring to be poor.

2011-09-25T21:30:00.007+08:00

i've been playing top girl and my game bf loves me more than all my previous bf ever did ._.

#likeaboss

I'm getting rid of everything. I'm gonna leave this country and owe fuckloads of money and I am gonna enjoy my time.

2011-09-24T04:44:00.003+08:00

Is there a way to upload picture to my blog via my phone's safari? Cos I am way too lazy to transfer it to my com just so I can upload it. It doesn't make any sense.

I am so excited. Yet so afraid for this escapade. No backing out. Already bought the tix. Everything will turn out fine!

Did I mention, I am the same size as my eldest sis. Yes, the one who gave birth last month. We're the SAME SIZE. I feel the extreme urge to kill myself.

Parents is in jb for the weekend. I'm leaving early Tuesday. Will be back on gloria's bday but she's not free. Sigh..

NEEDTOMOTHERFUCKINGLYLOSEWEIGHT! No longer an option. IF ONLY I WAS RICH.

why can't we be happy too..

2011-09-23T03:30:00.002+08:00

I don't get why I'm unhappy

2011-09-22T05:40:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna fall like i don't need saving

2011-09-21T00:35:00.005+08:00

wearing the arab raya clothes that i wore last year. :/

anas's wall. i like it ah!

teehee, am wearing the butterfly earrings gloria gave me. love :D

I AM SUPER CUTE AS A TODDLER PLEASE! i was 3 in the pics :D

slap me back to reality

2011-09-20T05:15:00.002+08:00

k, pic overload for the entire 2 weeks+ i've been missing.
sis gave birth on the 22nd of August 2011 :D kawaii please! 1 week old and can smile! ^^ he will call me chu. cos it's cute sounding. teehee. his name is Aris Kaylen. (pronounced as Ah-Wrist Kay(like okay)-Learn) ^-^ he's currently still in the hospital. hope he gets to come home soon. ^^
i was sick, so i tried this, since my patient use to always take it. OMG. i really do not like it ._. and i am still sick now. and i took this last month or something -_-

anyway, i shall introduce my baby. her name is Amber. and i realize i hardly ever post pics of her. so i had a camwhore session with the baby. ^^ she got annoyed.
sexy kitteh :3

myuuu
"you lowlifes" :/
i keep annoying her when she's sleeping :/ cos she's ALWAYS sleeping ._. honest.

"i am masculine" LOL

mummy mummy x3
lol. yeah, as you can tell, she hates me. :/ but ohwells, what to do. cannot force others to love me ._.
meooww

she forever emo lor.
forced pic :D
i'm smexy.

post delivery, i kept sis company in the hosp almost on a daily basis, until i couldn't take it anymore.
BACON! lol. had to go back to kkh for checkup.
am loving the meat.

my face cmi sia. lack of slp. -_- can't help it.

strictly pancakes!
waiting for the food
lemon curd for the nerds
the druggie
and i ordered this, tiramisu. :/ disappointing no meh? -_- anyway i expected it to be highly awesome and dayum. but it wasn't :/ it's.. okok bah.
none of us could finish it, cos it's super jelak.

the remains. lol.
i went with anas, fi and cam.
anas being major cute here. lol. i really like this pic lah! LOL.

ohyah, my baby had his virgin fall in H&M. -_- lucky i buy cheap hp casing to use in the meantime.
i think our conversation is amazing. ._.
all the people who're important to me have picture :D
amber wamber in a plastic bag ._. mind you, she went in on her own. den she meow to get attention ._.
shock kitteh. lol.
1st day of hari raya. i'm too lazy to upload the rest. it's on my fb.

finally, i got to meet telson. we went to watch Crazy Stupid Love
:D they're all horrible looking cos it's night time and bad front camera quality and whatnots. :/

i think the next time we meet is next year considering how he's forever leaving the country ._.
i love milk :3
breakfast. i dun even remember which day was this. lol.
kitteh just out from a bath! cos she smelly :/
i always leave hse looking super slack ah x.x
ohyah, i went to Hot Tomato. sis ordered this, rosemary roasted half spring chicken or something. lol.
and i ordered this, sirloin steak. it was.. overcooked lah -_- den sis was damn annoyed. but only half of mine was overcooked ._. iono why, so half was DAMN NICE. and the other half was well done and i hate well done steak. but overall it was good i guess :/ cos the staff was major nice. at nex. lol.
i bought hello kitty tissue box and packets :3 i feel so satisfied. lol.

my supper with the hulk. lol. yes, we both finished 1/4 watermelon by ourselve
the hulk
with both sis

iidako! :D

curry udon, i don't like lor. cos i am still entirely convinced that the japanese curry i cook is 50 MILLION times nicer ._. honest. :/
major yums! :3 i only tried it cos they had promotion. it's whiskey cream i think. nom nom nom

i bought this on impulse from schubar
"you sit on the floor"

my love; Gloria
i don't know how i manage to spend so much, or how i even managed to get to much money ._.

she's too fat, the box can't close.
fatass
looking kawaii as always.
LOWLIFES!

Sarah :D
i really hate this sia. i should never eat this ever again.

yay to barefaced. lol.
complimentary drink from glacious. it's nice sia. i didn't expect that :X lol.

with louis, sarah's bf.
ohyes, i'm using the glow in the dark nail polish, Zom-body to love. lol. it's very mild glow though :/
lol. eldest sis's phone, she literally save hulk pic for 2nd sis ah. so nasty. lol.

okay, i know i haven been blogging much. :/ but but but, there's no reason behind it O_O lol. i've been playing dragon nest :/ i know i sound like a no-lifer right now, but but but D: i not enough gold to buy epic gear and it's making me emo. T__T and when i join party and they see my gear den they kick me T__T haven even do anything sia. D:

and i've been playing Top Girl on my phone ._. and i am so engrossed with my computer generated bf that i think i really need a life ;-; sigh..

and i know this doesn't make much sense, but i spend the entire night watching yaoi. and i finished it. Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi. Number 1 first love in the world, yes it sounds weird cos i anyhow translate it on my own. LOL. anyway, i really like the ending song. but i also like the starting song for junjou romantica, so imma will share the opening song instead cos i shared the ending song on my fb. lol.

hanasanaide..

k, i'm off to go get a life now. starting with some much needed sleep.

it's your kindness that tears me apart..

2011-09-20T03:04:00.002+08:00

stop clinging on to false hope.

2011-09-19T06:14:00.001+08:00

Japan Life ID : 138d9

2011-09-02T22:56:00.003+08:00

teehee. grandma making pineapple tarts for herself. lol. cos we is taking way too long.mango milk tea with gobi mango :3stupid casing. it was suppose to be BABY PINK. and i only bought it cos comments say it looks exactly like the picture they showed. but it is so not baby pink please. it is so dark lahs. D: UPSETTING! but it's cheap lah. so -_-i made more kuih suji :3 hehehe.

♥♥♥♥♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANABELLE ♥♥♥♥♥

i am excited cos i am meeting anas on tuesday for strictly pancake! :D wheet!

2011-08-28T02:42:00.001+08:00

:/ color never come out at all cos i previously dye-d black. lol.

2011-08-28T02:22:00.001+08:00

i'll edit and make this into a proper post.

2011-08-25T23:23:00.001+08:00

It's not getting any easier. Some days, it feels like I'm disappearing, you know? Kind of how you forgot me. And I'm just here, constantly fading out of people's lifes.

what's wrong? what am i doing wrong?

2011-08-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

screw it.

FINISHED PRCP ! :D GUESS WHO'S HAPPY? LOL.
okay. going back to sch tml for debriefing? :/ shall meet the girls and finally meet up with shaqillah again. lol. spoke to her otp for awhile and convinced her to wake up earlier so we can meet 0830 at yck. lol. i wonder if she can wake up. i shall take 72 tml. maybe faster. and sides, 9am bus shudn't be packed? O_O who am i kidding. lol.

must take polaroid with the girls. i was contemplating painting my nails with the fake o.p.i(bitch) but i decided not to. ._.

i cut my fringe ytd night cos i felt ugly. and i look like a kid again(i think) lol. :D my makeup is erm. FINISHED. ._. and i no money to buy. so imma gonna stay home and chillax.

yes, i know i haven actually gotten the iphone4 yet. -_-

2011-08-21T22:12:00.003+08:00

my random buys online in the past week :Dearpieceiphone4 diamond effect screen protectorjuicy couture iphone 4 casingfake o.p.i -_- so annoyed with this one. but whatever.

bubble hair dye
ck make up bag.

this 2 i have yet to receive :D

2011-08-20T21:22:00.004+08:00

http://www.churpchurp.com/junekay/share/churpinvite-sg

churpchurp. earn me some cash. sankiu.

i get SGD 1.00 per signup :D

http://www.churpchurp.com/junekay/share/cars2-sg

and this :/

if you loved me enough, you would bother to make a twitter and follow me @junehime

2011-08-20T19:54:00.003+08:00

2011-08-20T13:26:00.003+08:00

you can do it. 5 more days and you're over and done it. 3 working days and 2 debriefing. it's finally my off day. i literally slp for 12 hours+ -_- GOT SO TIRED OR NOT. -_-

i just bathed the cat :D kawaiiiii

i shall finally continue reading the manga! beelzebub! :D

i feel so dissatisfied with my life.

2011-08-18T00:54:00.002+08:00

14) Rate (1-10): 11!

thanks ♥
if only you're not forever busy.

if only wife wasn't so coped up with sch.
if only love didn't have to start sch so soon.
if only sarah didn't have to work every single day.
if only i had more time for myself.

if only bel was still in singapore.

nervous D:

2011-08-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

i got ite students in my ward. they're year ones. and they're kinda cute. ^^ i hope my next 5 days will go fine :D

could it be mine? could it be my lucky day?

2011-08-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

i had a super gerek day :D woke up early, slacked in sis room the entire half of the day. had lunch in her room cos everyone else was fasting, i appreciate periods and pregnancy meds :D lol. and i played with my itouch for the rest of the day till it was FLAT. den i went to brothers room and playd with his phone :D till that was flat. and now i am in my room, getting ready for bed. teehee

shiok day. i love slack days ^^

am meeting anas and the rest of the girls tml cos got JCI Debriefing. :D YAY! no need take case. lol.

my next off day is wednesday but i am not free? now like not confirm -_- cb. anyway. GONNA MEET MY WIFE ON FRIDAY! teehee. like a finally.

please be safe. you and him. PLEASE BE SAFE D:

2011-08-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

You should have known.

2011-08-10T01:11:00.004+08:00

i hate this fasting month. i hate having to work during the fasting month. i hate not being able to be home during the fasting month. i hate when the fasting month ends and it's hari raya. i hate that i'll hate to meet all the useless people.

my entire body is aching. my brain feels so dried up. i feel swollen and all puffed up.

Positive side in life, i am meeting Gloria Love after work. i mixiu sho much D:

you should have listened.

2011-08-09T23:01:00.001+08:00

i am very sick and tired of work. i have officially lost all motivation to work. i know i have 10 working days left. but i feel so dried up.

i begged to have a nice end of the day and for that, i swore not to break my fast. and it ended well. but i feel so dissatisfied. with work. with life. with everything.

i am so fat that i disgust myself.

no, i don't think i will quit smoking. and i think i got COPD ._.

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on

2011-08-09T00:50:00.003+08:00

help me choose which color to get for my white iphone that i have yet to get. LOL. seriously. sms me and tell me which color to get. ♥ am eye-ing the pink and white one. :D

why can't you just let me be. i just wanna pass and gtfo. i dun fucking care if you don't like me. it's oni 3 more weeks. ignore my existance or whatever. just let me pass. or some unborn child will die. how is it possible to not learn anything anyway. don't fucking annoy me. dun talk to me if i dun wanna talk to you. and dun fucking ignore me when i talk to you. don't be a fucking bitch.

i am so tempted to write down all the cb peoples name so i can put black magic on them

You were my biggest FALSE HOPE.

2011-08-08T05:36:00.002+08:00

/headdesk. First day of week 10. I am too sick and tired of everything. Please don't stress me out at this timing. Whatmore it's the fasting month. Just kill me already.

My left chest is in immense pain

2011-08-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

Cos I'm bitter and I hate everyone.

you're hurt. boohoo.

2011-08-04T21:17:00.002+08:00

whoots. end of my 2 night shift. sleeping day followed by day off. i am so tired. i can't wait for my pay. i am so broke.

it's not that i do not want to make time for you, it's just that i feel like my sleep is more important :/

gonna blackshot with anas later. :D

have been reading back my manga recently. currently up to date with
Kyou, Koi wo Hajimemasu
Noblesse
Himekei Doll
and am currently reading defense devil. once i'm done with defense devil, i will finally read beelzebub.

2011-07-31T00:02:00.001+08:00

"i can imagine being about 40 and looking for him again and turning up and he's settled and he's got a beautiful wife and some beautiful kids and he's completely happy and i'm still on my own.."

you hate me, don't you? if you don't hate me, you just don't like my presence being known? is it that bad to be seen with me? i'm embarrassing? ._. why do you bother talking to me..

2011-07-30T04:32:00.000+08:00

why do i feel like i'm screwing my life up?
why do i feel like i was never there for the friends that actually need me?
why do i feel like it wouldn't matter if i care?
why do i feel like this is entirely one sided..
why do i feel like we don't actually need each other..

why do i feel like shit?

2011-07-29T03:27:00.000+08:00

CELEBRATING Singapore's 46th birthday, the National Heritage Board (NHB) is granting free admission for seven of its museums to all Singaporeans and permanent residents in August.

The free admission for Singaporeans and PRs is valid from Monday (Aug 1) to Aug 31. The seven museums are the Asian Civilisation Museum, National Museum of Singapore, Singapore Art Museum, Singapore Philatelic Museum, Peranakan Museum, Memories at Old Ford Factory and Reflections at Bukit Chandu.

omg free admission to museum. i know this is geek sounding, but i've always wanted to go to the museum o.o i've NEVER been to a museum! :3

source : http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_696188.html

2011-07-28T00:50:00.003+08:00

my august schedule.

i am chionging my case study now. smart ol' me didn't bring home the investigations and medication list. ._.

FRIDAY OFF DAY! MUST PERSEVERE! meeting germaine after work. and meeting my dear wife on friday. saturday is a MUST OFF DAY. i am not gonna meet anyone. unless if you're anabelle and you came down from australia. i am so tired, it doesn't even make sense. honest.

shall try to finish everything by 3am so i can sleep for 2 hours. jiayou me. T__T

2011-07-27T02:10:00.001+08:00

Y U NO LOVE ME?

2011-07-26T23:37:00.001+08:00

happy birthday remus! :D

2011-07-26T00:11:00.006+08:00

i haven eat until so full for the longest time in the world ah. i think i gained 4kg :/

Fuck me. I'm a Unicorn.

2011-07-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

Everyone agrees

2011-07-21T01:32:00.001+08:00

I tried my best. But that was never enough..

i decided not to blame anyone ._. technically it's my own problem ahs. if i know, i would have worked hard and turned lesbian.

2011-07-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

♥ mayuyu!

9 straight working days start from today. with PM shift!

PM AM PM PM AM AM PM PM AM
my 9 day schedule. no, i'm not free to meet. unless if you're special. ♥

2011-07-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

tomochin ♥

few hours left for my last off day. D: sigh. i feel sian already. i feel like ironing my bag cos it's crumpled. but i scared spoil. D:

i spend the entire day watching akbingo. i feel great.

i hate you for making me a pussy.

i used to want you so bad. but i'm so through with that.

2011-07-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

come and take my broken pieces away.. so i can smile. (watch avril - smile mv to understand)

Shit don't phase me.

2011-07-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

am gonna meet sarah in the evening to give her the o.p.i(s) :D

i am major-happygirl91 right now cos i'm skyping with anabelle! :D whoots. now i'm ensuring she's gonna slp. and i will scream to wake her up when it's 5am our time, and 7am her time. ^^

i'm a sad lil' cunt. that's what i am.

2011-07-17T18:44:00.003+08:00

you have to listen to what i listen to and watch what i watch to know how i am. so take a listen to the vid.

went to amk earlier today to get the yoghurt i've been craving. but it was too much and i felt sick and i wanted to puke. i threw it away, didn't finish it. ._. den i bought my ebi rice burger. totally made my day.

anabelle gave me hearts and stars on facebook. i feel like i can feel great for the next 6 weeks. ^^

3 day off

2011-07-16T22:03:00.004+08:00

i'm annoyed with you. but there's entirely no reason as to why i should be annoyed. cos 'you also not my who'. sigh. finally, time to rest. i need to heal. i want to get better. mentally. physically. mentally.

i feel highly guilty for not being there for you at this moment in your life. i'm sorry if you feel like i've let you down. but i don't feel welcomed.. my condolences. r.i.p. leen's mum.

end of week 6

2011-07-16T00:32:00.004+08:00

it feels like it's not gonna end. bedside case presentation, 22nd july.

my friend got himself a girlfriend. i feel lonely. i feel highly lonely right now. fml. i know i'm being a bitch. his gf hates me. everyone's gf hates me. wtf did i do?

i feel like puking..

amazingly, i had a dream this morning. ._. so this is what it means. it's totally not in order ._.

To see a kitchen in your dream, signifies your need for warmth, spiritual nourishment and healing. It may also be symbolic of the nurturing mother or the way that you are for your loved ones. Alternatively the kitchen, represents a transformation. Or perhaps the dream could be telling you that if "you can't stand the heat, then you need to get out of the kitchen". You need to abort your plans.

To see socks in your dream indicate that you tend to yield to others wishes. You are flexible and understanding in your thinking.

To see a swimming pool in your dream, symbolizes relaxation, calmness, luxury and ease. You need to take a break. Alternatively, a swimming pool suggests that you need to acknowledge and understand your feelings. It is time to dive in and deal with those emotions. You need to cleanse yourself and wash away those past hurts.

To see or dream that you are on a couch, represents rest, relaxation, laziness or boredom. It may also mean you need to clear you mind and thoughts. Consider also who is on the couch with you as the dream may also have sexual connotations. (lol to the sexual part)

To see or have a maid in your dream, suggests that you are depending too much on others for their help. You need to be more independent and look after your own self. (even my dream is telling me i should start paying for myself ._.)

July Schedule

2011-07-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

3 days off, 9 days straight. fml.

I know I can't take one more step towards you cause all that's waiting is regret

2011-07-15T01:19:00.007+08:00

And I learned to live, half-alive

fml, going on in this circle. i don't need another encore.

pictures from damn long ago. but it's the only few pictures that i don't look ugly in.

geek appeal.

2011-06-29T02:17:00.002+08:00

why did you contact me.. now i'm all pms-y and cranky and annoying and i am pissing everyone off.

if life sucks so bad when you're with her. leave her lah.

no, i do not know what i'm doing with my life. i just want to pass prcp and win toto.

2011-06-17T00:22:00.003+08:00

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but I couldn't stay away. I couldn't fight it. I had hoped you'd see my face, and that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over.

2011-06-15T04:15:00.000+08:00

i have a crazy temptation to sleep with a random stranger just for kicks.

yay. 2 year anniversary!

2011-06-15T02:48:00.000+08:00

yes, brother is right. i think i need to move on.

11 more weeks to go. sounds like i'm pregnant.

2011-06-14T04:18:00.006+08:00

my current wallpaper :D i love minegishi(left most) and tomochin(second from the right).

i'll have a proper update. i've started PRCP (nursings version of final year project). 12 weeks worth of attachment. this week would be the start of second week. it'll end on 28th august. i'm doing junior for 2 weeks, then i'll be expected to take case. so i have to take case next week onwards. my theory is no where near up there. so if anyone comes to test me, i am SCREWED. i saw Doris(CI) in the opposite ward, and i ran away. i literally ran away. i think i might die. 11 more weeks to go.

i had morning shift today. came home and debated with siblings as to why i shouldn't accompany them to nex. i lost, but i didn't go anyway. i painted my cousins nail with my 2 new o.p.i nail polish, picture below. den i napped for awhile. and met gloria LOVE after that. went to chomp chomp. and i finally managed to get my chicken wings :D and sugarcane :D

and glor brought me to lk cos that was the original plan for my bday. and.. sigh.

anyway, spammed polaroid with gloria. ^^ cannot complain say we oni got 1 polaroid pic ler. hahahha. took a couple of solo shots and together. lol. and i returned the camera to glor. can save money. hahaha. i bought a few colored polaroid films ^^ excited. hehehe. it's currently with glor now. ^^

glor made for me my bday present ♥ THANKS LOVE! ^^ i will make my wish, and i really hope it'll come true. ^^ i love you. hehehe. and reached home before midnight. :D yay.

plans for the year

2011-06-13T00:27:00.003+08:00

buy enough polaroid films to fill my entire box.
buy the polaroid photo album.
buy fuckloads on O.P.I nail polish just for kicks.
fit into my student nurse uniform.
PASS MY FUCKING PRCP AND GRADUATE.
save up and visit bel x3

2011-05-29T06:05:00.001+08:00

Roses are red, violets are blue. Now you’re with her and I’m happy for you. Roses are red, violets are blue, I’m just kidding, I want her dead.

2011-05-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

i do not know what happened. but i lost all feel to blog. but because it's gonna be my birthday soon. i will blog again.

i majorly overslept and woke up at 4pm. got ready and went to suntec to meet GF; germaine and jon. for pre bday celebration :D hahaha. went to License2Play and stole balloons and took pic. haha. and head over to bakerzin :D

teehee. my first time actually dining there. usually i just get cakes to go ahs ._. or macaroons :D but for once, i actually dined there :D but but but. the pasta not nice :/ the baked pasta is super hard and dry. like duh, it's baked ._. but still! i don't like ._. and some fish something pasta. was SOUR. i know it's suppose to be ._. but but but. D: the mushroom something is nice :D and the bratwurst is nice also. but the bratwurst pasta taste like... chinese cooking ._. hahahaha and jon agrees!

we were fucking full. cos as you can tell, we ordered 4 pasta when there's oni 3 of us. ahhahaha. geh kiang :/

why did you let me go?

2011-05-27T03:47:00.002+08:00

2011-05-20T10:40:00.003+08:00

dons new bike. chio, much. ^^

my cat ran away from home. i am highly annoyed. i found her after fucking long. and my entire fucking body cramp while trying to get her out. brought her home, and i bathed her. I KEEP SAYING DON'T LET HER OUT BUT EVERYONE KEEP ON LETTING HER OUT. wtf is their problem sia.

ITE College East, Simei

2011-05-19T16:20:00.001+08:00

i actually think i fit in quite well ._.

Shopping List

2011-05-18T03:50:00.003+08:00

1) Fuck loads of O.P.I nail polish

2) Fujifilm Instax Mini 25 in white.

3) 100pcs of plain polaroid films and more cutesy cartoon polaroid films.

4) Not-so-hooker Heels or Wedges

5) Make-up (it's actually the most important. but i feel fine leaving house completely bare)

compact powder and eyeliner, more important, to be exact.

i need a rich part-time boyfriend that drives.
part-time, cos apparently i am incapable of committing in a relationship.

you never were the best for me.

2011-05-18T03:41:00.001+08:00

all that matters is that you're happy now. ^^

my drowning myself in self pity. and i feel great. i need to make a wish list.

i miss you. do you miss me? i guess not.

2011-05-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

2011-05-16T02:09:00.002+08:00

brothers birthday :D

came back from malaysia to meet anas and eileen. but eileen had to work last min. so i met anas and i brough anabelle along. went to novena to eat pasta cos i had cravings, and nice people anas and anabelle were willing to pei me :D hehe

headed back to amk hub with bel to buy slack food and went back to hse area to slack for SUPER SHORT WHILE, den i needed to go home. dunno why sis was being weird, but i just went along with her ah. ._. i don't want find trouble. .__. and when i wanted to leave hse again after that she say cannot. ._____. so i stayed home the rest of the day.

ohyah, brother got no cake. ._. cos he don't want cake. i was about to buy already lah ._. dunno why he so weird. and i got no money to give him also =_= i shall find some to give him as his bday present. lol.

2011-05-14T01:57:00.002+08:00

went to jusco something. LOL. i can never remember the malls there lah -_- had green tea ice cream. hehehe. walk ard, got pissed, stared at annoying people. shout a little. and end the shopping with sushi to go. ^^

cos i've completed leverage, i was looking through my external hdd and i realize i got gossip girl. so i decided to watch that :/ spend the entire night watching it.

2011-05-12T01:55:00.002+08:00

now that work is over and done with, i'm going to malaysia with sis, mama and daddeh. ^^

i spend the entire day watching leverage season 2 and 3. and when i'm done with that, i head to bed. :D high life.

last day of work! yes, i only work 2 days.

2011-05-11T01:53:00.002+08:00

super orange, and super slack and dead looking. all the super overdressed people, and i go to work with zero makeup. lol.
the lift need to press the lvl, den they will assign which lift to use. :/ so weird lor. i don't like. -___- cannot hijack.

first day of work!

2011-05-10T01:48:00.002+08:00

my 'itinerary'. lol.
i am assigned to level 43, lift lobby. stand there the entire morning. ._.
but i like how everything got my name :D the itinerary, the wireless mobile, the access card. :D

2011-05-09T01:47:00.001+08:00

met bel and went to nex. went ard to look for shoes. and bel found the shoe she's looking for :D so she bought it. den we went to visit sarah at isetan. lol. i super hate aunties. :/

2011-05-08T01:40:00.002+08:00

MOTHERS DAY! <3

cos it's mothers day, i stayed home the entire day. hehe. and i pei sis watch tv den pei her bake cake for mothers day :D it was. damn retarded :D but super fun. hahaha. and i didn't do anything other than nag :/ but it all ended well ^^ and the cake tastes fucking wonderful.

do you miss my baking dear? ^^